Fear

I still haven’t found it, its still lost, lost amongst the possibilities that life holds.
Stuck in a room with a class full of life.
Expectations!!
The pile grows doesn’t stop.
I take the easy option of lighting the match. I watch it burn. The heat is burning my skin. I have chosen that same direction once again.
Maybe if someone was there this wouldn’t of happened but now im left with nothing but ashes.
My hands grip the cold steal. Im restricted.
Suddenly my possibilities have past away. I watch them lower in to the ground.
That one more tear of my happiness. Gone.
Nothing left inside of me, nothing left to love.
just fear of being like her.