My dreams are broken

Just my feelings about some heartache I've been going through

My dreams aren't broken
I have realized
I just haven't tried

My heart isn't shredded
it's taking solace
in the dark, away from malice

where you cannot find me
my light is dimmed
won't let you see it, I'm not that brave

Don't worry, these tears aren't real
there just illusions
of what I used to feel

Suddenly feeling like
I should just crumble
absent all splendor

making peace, just being solo
not needing you
planning affairs, with myself

don't think I'm forsaken
u've helped find my strengths
but I'm not grateful

could of forgone the ache
the constant echo
where u used to be