Who Am I? & This House

Who Am I?

Who am I?
I ask myself everyday
Am I bi, straight or even gay
One moment I’ll be in heaven the next in hell
It’s barley noticeable, it’s very hard for you too tell
I loved a girl once who I thought loved me back
Now I wish I could tell you how I feel with the sound of a gat
She trusted me then I lied
This was after she told me it was over, I let loose & cried
I love her too much
I want her to keep in touch
I can’t tell her my emotions
I just cry like a baby, believe me I could fill an ocean
I’ve lead hells army to victory
She says words I didn’t know were in the dictionary
They say love is the hardest battle
But at the moment I feel like a baby who as thrown his rattle

This House

I walk this house that is black
Looking for the love I now lack
I see the mirror that I look in to
All I see staring back is a failure of a man you once knew
One you’ve loved so long ago
Now you’ve left to drown alone
I look around & see things of you
All this is shit is too hard to chew
I hear the song you loved to play
The one you would sing all night & all day
Look now all I feel is pain
I wanna share it with someone who feels the same
There is no more room for a life built on lies
So I’ll hang my head & be left for the flies.