A poem that springs from a traumatic ordeal in my life... as much of my other poetry does. |
There are reasons to smile... He's my reason to cry. There are reasons to live... He's my reason to die. There are reasons I loved him... He took those away. There a reasons I hate him... But I really can't say. There are reasons he's beautiful... She doesn't deserve him. There a reasons he's lovely... But she doesn't love him. There are reasons I despise her... But he could care less. There are reasons I could hit her... It's true... I confess. There are reasons he's destroyed me... But he doesn't care. There are reasons he's crushed me... Because he wasn't there. There are reasons why he's one in a million... I'll never find anyone better. There are reasons she doesn't deserve him... I wish he would forget her. There are reasons why I bear these scars... They remind me of the pain. There are reasons why I can't let go... I'll never see him again. There are reasons why I pushed him away... I could never speak my mind. There are reasons why I couldn't talk... It was words I failed to find. There are reasons I can't bear his name... It hurts my heart to hear it. There are reasons why it's scarred my heart... I wish I could forget it. There are reasons why I write about him... I write this to survive. There are reasons he can never save me... This is all that keeps me alive. |