Just Wondering.

I'd like nothing more than to see you every morning
To watch you drink your coffee
You've become the vision of all things I love
The off center obedience, your charming good looks
I've come to love your cocky and arrogant laugh
I'm stolen whenever I see your aimlessly gaze out to the world
The world that is so lucky to breathe your air.

Someday you won't enjoy my jokes
You wont ask how I am
And you'll never try to call me up
But please tell me that you'll think of my smile
That you'll anticipate running into me while you go about your day
I may not forever hold your hand
I may not always be able to call you mine
But there will never come a day when I don't wonder what could have been
I'm going to stay up all night long
Because my sweet dreams of us will only kill me more