Our Civil Union

I've got a knife with a rigid tip
(a gun up my sleeve)
The additude of a misfit
(a strong desire to bleed)
And no throat to slit
(no desire to breathe)
Would you lend me yours?
Its not like you need it anymore
(Trust me, Im your savior)
Say I'm right, Say I'm right
Admit you are fucking wrong
(You and I forever belong)
I'm simply defacing the value of your life
(My hands are tightening their grip around the knife)
So watch me (this is beautiful) slice my arm tonight
I'll make each slice for you, just in spite
(Im getting you back my love, for all the lies)
Its your fear that brings my anger to life
As the tears form at your timid eyes
I place the knife beside your ear
(dont worry at all my dear)
I find much use in your fear
I use the tip of the blade to wipe away your tears
::your lips are quivering, your will is withering::
And now the knife find its way to your neck
Im making it touch it softly (you're anticipating its lethal caress)
I apply minimal pressure to the blade
And place the other hand gently on your face
Then I kiss your bloodied, trembling lips
(I promise you will love me forever like this)
This will be your last and final kiss
(dont let this moment go amiss)
(You Will love me forever like this)
And with a small tiny flick
Of my now and swollen wrist
I replace your skin with a 6 inch slit
(Together, we'll be easy to forget)
(and I laugh, because with a blank stare on your face you almost look pathetic)
(and for one split second it makes me sick)
(and I gaze at the slit on my wrist)
(and I add another just to enhance our newfound bliss)
This is our love at its best
A love story of a whore and a reject

I say "In death we will be free"
Then I lean over and kiss your cold cheek
And I allow myself to taste your crimson liquid
(dripping from your neck)
Dripping slowly down your skin
(our love at its best)
This copper like flavor seems to be my sweetest sin
Now I have you, Now I have your everything
(in my pocket I feel a gun)
(placing my hand slowly around the gun)
(this is it, I think I've won)
(I can feel the coldness of the gun)
I'll hold you tightly as I start to squeeze
The trigger controlling this barrell aimed directly at me
Then I swear I can hear the bullet laugh with glee
(or is it mocking me)
As lead connects to the side of my skull
Forming a warpath blasting through my mind
(this is true love)
Its destroying everything inside, everything in the middle
Until it finds it way back out through the other side
Death can be romantic (when hatred replaces life)
And I knew that I had to make this ultimate sacrafice
Because alive, you thought you could leave my side
You knew it wasnt right and you still put up a fight
After striking me in the eyes
(you only did it seven times)
So I took control, and made what we had into something beautiful
I took control (do you think we are now beautiful?)
This was the only way
That I could take all those degrading things you always used to say
And turned them into something that could make things go my way
For the first time, I did something right
(you will never leave my side)
You were reluctant, but I made that change
(I loved you the most in the moments of our last day)
So together we lay (I did good my love)
Forever we'll stay together this way
this is true love