Loving you is hard.....

Have you ever loved a person by knowing that they don't even care?
Till now I have met many persons but between this earth and the sky.I can't seem to find anyone but you....

No matter how much I cried for you, the pain I went through....What matters is, my love for you, which never changes.Even if I feel that you are meant for me but you can't be mine...

True to say loving someone who doesn't love you back is like reaching for the stars, you know , you will never get there but you just keep on trying.Maybe true love is being able to love and to endure the pain too.

Can't believe you are going far away from me tomorrow! Then, I don't know when we will meet. Maybe after 6 months or say maybe after some years or never..Nothing seems to be fine since I heard that you were leaving. Yesterday when I saw you for some minutes.I felt like  my world was turning upside down.I do have to thank you for the few minutes which you gave me to see you.Your few glance was enough for me, It really meant a lot to me.Maybe it is because I know you don't love me but when you came to meet me.It was like a dream come true.You know you are my every hope, every dream, my everything.Without you I will surly be lost.

When you said, "Its life, you will forget me when I go away.Distance will  fade your love".I was dumbstruck because what ever you thought was wrong..At that moment I wasn't able to say anything. You know, nothings going to change my love for you.What's done cannot be undone..

Right now, I feel like a really stupid fool, because when you were near me I couldn't say anything to you.And now, when you are not here with me, I feel like I can talk with you for ages.I am truly an emotional fool.

You know,  maybe my love for you was destined to be.Even if you don't love me.It's ok.Maybe this is the way I want to love you.I know you are never going to be mine.But I will always love you , no matter what.I always want to see you happy and thats it.I want happiness to be with you always, mine too.

I know you are going ..But believe me you will always be with me, in my heart and soul.You will never be far, measured by miles you will be far but measured by heart you will be in me, in my heart.I will always live with your presence.Besides we will always share one sky, breath the same air, see the same moon and stars..You will never be far..And also I have your few memories with me which will live with me till death do us apart.

But you know what I will surly miss you, more than anything else.I am starting to miss you from now but I am helpless..Maybe I have to learn to live with it..I feel really sad..My tears never seem to stop and the pain never heals..Maybe I will live with it.So much for my broken heart..In my each prayer ,you will always be there.In each breath I take ,you will be the air for me.I don't know know what to do with my never ending love for you...I know it will go on forever...Sometimes you love with pain.