sonata girl

She walked right out of the mental hospital. It was so easy, more easy than she thought it would be... She had been saving her sleeping pills for a while now. She went behind the trash cans and threw up. Did she really want to do this? She was sure this was the only way to take away the pain, the pain of losing her lover, Amanda. Amanda meant everything to her, but it all had went wrong. Her brief affair with Amanda was great until Amanda ended it. Katie felt so alone, so fucking alone! She walked down the street, slowly, wondering where to go. She walked all the way home, grabbed the bottle of sky vodka from the freezer and took all the pills in 3 big swallows of the vodka. She chugged more from the bottle, falling eventually to the floor into oblivion. She wanted to be in oblivion, since she couldn't have Amanda, she didn't want to live anymore. Her last thought was of Amanda. Suddenly, in a drug induced combatose state, Amanda appeared. "I'm sorry, Katie, I never meant for any of this to happen," Amanda said. As Katie looked up at the apparition, she knew it was already too late. Was Amanda really there? Katie reached up to touch her, actually feeling Amanda's face in her oblivion. As Katie passed out, Amanda slipped away, and so did Katie, forever.