how can it be?

I'm sitting here and wondering...how can this be?
How did we lose?
How did it all fall apart,
why can't we get a fresh start?
Exactly where did we go wrong?
Did we love each other too much, or too little?
Is there anyone out there who can answer that question?
Did we trust each other too much, or did we not trust each other enough?
Did we care about each other too much, or did we care too little?
Love is supposed to make you happy, not sad.
Since you left, I've felt really bad.
I still don't understand how you could accuse me of not loving you.
That hurt more than anything, it felt like my heart was breaking all over my bedroom floor. My eyes were wet and stinging form the tears that appeared out of nowhere when I heard you say those words.
How could you think that I didn't love you?
How could you doubt it for even a second?
You hurt me worse than I've ever been hurt before.
You told me you were different, you said you'd never leave.
You told me to trust you, and I did, and look what happened.
How do you tell the one you've given your heart to, that you want it back?
How do you stop yourself from crying in the middle of the night?
How do you make yourself feel alright?
How do you forget...
forget his eyes...
forget his smile...
forget his kiss...
forget his touch...
forget his voice...
forget the memotries...
forget the nights he held you close...
forget the laughs...
How do you forget the happiness that you two once shared?
It makes you wonder if he ever really cared.
It makes you wonder why on earth you dared.
Dared to care....
dared to love....
dared to show your heart....
dared to be one with someone else...
There is no answer, you can't give it to me...
all I wanted from you was love and you couldn't give me that.
They say that time heals all wounds, well it's been 6 months and I'm proud to say that I'm nearly there...
nearly over the hurt....
the pain...
the sorrow....
the heeartache....
the tears....
the idea that I lost he one that I truly loved...