tear staind face

my mind ties in knots
back tracking thru thoughts
sad for what i lost
what the fuck went wrong
the lips i once kissed now meet the mouth of another
she loved me so much then all of a sudden
kicked me to the gutter left to wonder
where i made my wrong move
why love turnd to hate
what did i do
mistakes and heartbreak
but i cant find the glue
i feel so empty my soul must be renewed
i try to move on but fail to forget
the love so strong more important than breath
but she took that away now im gasping in pain
tears and screems no sleep and eye strain
like a crack adict without a fix
i go thru withdrawl cant maintane my sain
i feel my esteem drop as pain invades brain
i curse at the stars confused on who to blame
my body is tainted till the pain is errased
ill try to march on the path i take
maybe one day a smile might crack
adding joy to this tearstained face