Morbid Maurice. Part2

The Sub-Concious of Morbid Maurice. Part2

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Morbid Maurice think whats next,
What written down in fate's text?
You cant see. Neither can I.
Why do we bother to try?
Is ther one for me to love there?
Or pathways to further despair?
Morbid Maurice make sure its not just your mind,
Before you leave everything behind.
27
Morbid Maurice you must be dreaming,
thats the only time we see the tears streaming.
Down your cheek upon your pillow,
While you sit and hide within the old willow.
Watching the wind tossing the leaves about,
Calming you down so you don't scream and shout.
Morbid Maurice your alone it's true,
But this is no way to make it through.
28
Morbid Maurice your time is near,
Things ahead are looking clear.
Ofcourse that's true you know why,
it's because you're contemplating suicide.
Why are you looking forward to the end?
Why is it always comming around the bend?
Morbid Maurice your downer than usual,
You know you can always make a refusal.
29
Morbid Maurice you've gone delirious,
Can you take anything serious?
To you everything is a joke.
I guess if it wasn't you'd probably choke.
Isn't being in an ambulance fun!
No i think i'd rather run.
Morbid Maurice please wake up,
Here you go have a cup.
30
Morbid Maurice outside your beaming,
Inside your body thiers only screaming.
What do you see?
Who is this person inside me?
Sit back, relax just be calm,
Don't reach out for anyone's arm.
Morbid Maurice how do you feel?
Like my skin is starting to peel.
31
Morbid Maurice there's life in this day,
The rain has come to wash your troubles away.
Everyone is out and about,
Definitely no need to pout.
Everything is still but the rain still falls,
Dampening those faces on the walls.
Morbid Maurice what do you see?
The sad little lady alone by the tree.
32
Morbid Maurice who are yo today?
Are you a person who likes to play?
Those sad little games that toy with your mind,
Making others around you think you are blind.
Of course not thats way to mean,
Doing things like that you'd never be seen.
Morbid Maurice grow a brain,
Then invent toys in such games.
33
Morbid Maurice that slipped off your tonge,
Your love is something not to be won.
Your not heartless, you feel things inside,
Thats just the part of you that you hide.
You've built a barrier no one has broken,
The person within has not once spoken.
Morbid Maurice just forget that one time,
It will make a stronger bind.
34
Morbid Maurice you are alone,
Now be more like a stone.
Nothing can make you bleed.
No one can inject thier seed.
Nothing can make you feel,
Now there's no way your mask will peel.
Morbid Maurice now you will never cry,
No matter how hard they may try.
35
Morbid Maurice you are still but a baby,
You have yet to learn how to be a lady.
One day you will if your still alive,
If not i'm sure you'll revive.
You have never been a big success,
On learning how to kill yourself best.
Morbid Maurice think of what may come,
Don't ponder on that negative one.
36.
Morbid Maurice lets wipe the slate clean,
Lets pretend the previous was just a bad dream.
Lets get the spirit of life,
Not attack it with a knife!
There's much yet for us to fulfill,
So why keep those feet of yours still?
Morbid Maurice lets get moving,
Or would you rather keep losing?
37
Morbid Maurice please behave.
For once you don't need to be saved.
Keep your eyes open.
Don't believe a single word spoken.
Be sober you have to try,
Or the life inside you may die.
Morbid Maurice it's not just yourself.
Now you have to think about somebody else.
38
Morbid Maurice why are you running?
Who is that in the distance drumming?
What's that i heard you scream,
Why cant you wipe yourself clean?
Your starting to shake are you hurt?
There's blood everywhere even on the dirt.
Morbid Maurice your not very well,
the growth inside you has fell.
39
Morbid Maurice you need a change,
Once again you are to blame.
What's next on your agenda?
Is it now time to surrender?
I think it is because you are mine,
And now it is time.
Morbid Maurice I am what is in you.
Now you know it's to me you be true.
40
Morbid Maurice there's a blade in your hand,
Take your one last walk through the sun and the sand.
Find a quiet place and do it quick,
Find the spot on your wrist and go prick.
You will find peace when your blood is all spent,
Finally you did it, no need to repent.
Morbid Maurice i'm oh so proud,
Now we can float up high on a cloud.