poem about sleepless night

thoughts churn in my head like a animal traped on a wheel
thought of lost love and of love destoried
im not a good man not by a long shot
but what have i done to earn the tourtoure of these thought
what can i do to make them go away
i can no more do that than make my soul leave
what can i do to get back my broken love, nothing
so i lie in my bed and am constantly haunted by my own thoughts
even in sleep i can not excape because i know them too well
i know the ones i have lost entamently and must relive those moments that i can never have again
so as tears escape my eyes i know it just an illusion and that when i wake i have to go on without them
so i ll let my thoughts churn in my head and let them steal my peaceful sleep and let my dreams go on reliving those moments
because for now and forever that all ill have