Wanting More

Wanting More


There is always good in something bad
So when things go wrong don't get mad
'cause everything happens for a purpose
Sometimes it's just not before us
As when my car broke down today
I did not let it ruin my day
I actually looked forward to head back home
To the internet, I would roam
Not just anywhere, but this special site
A friend’s port I roam each night

To my surprise when I logged in
This special friend was there waiting
With a bunch of email already there to read
I got excited to satisfying my greed
As I read and began responding
Me and my friend started corresponding
Back and forth we exchange words through mails
At touching my heart her responses never fails
her passionate, burning words shines so bright
Made me totally forget my earlier plight

There is something going on I can’t explain
With her words my friend has taken control of me
Her powerful words bring me joy like rain
In her world is where I want to be
But I don’t know what I am going to do
When her words becomes not enough
I’ll be here forever, my promise is true
But my entire being yearns for her touch
I need to look in her sparkling eyes
And explain to her how she makes me feel
To be there to comfort her if she cries
A chance to show her what I feel is real

How can I do this without making a mess
I don’t want to push her away
When In my heart I know I must do my best
To make this friend mine someday
But if I have to make a sacrifice
Of her friendship and my desire
I know I will make the right choice
She is the friend that burns my fire
Friends like this comes once in a lifetime
And must be treasured like a pearl
But even my friend can understand
My uncontrollable need for her to be my girl.