6 weeks

Hello
My name is-
I’m suicidally depressed
Its been 6 wks
since my last attempt
Why?
Why, What?
Why then , why now, why here,
Why..how?
I guess we start with question 1?
Shall we begin.. well then,
Why 6 wks? ‘cause that was when
My life got screwed and I hated me’sen
Why not more? That’s the hardest one of all
I dragged me’sen from the edge
Kicking, screaming, crying no less
Why now, Why here is that what you meant?
It’s simple really. I hated me’sen then.
But back to here, why and how
To tell the truth I’m not by choice
The truth is this
This simple point
Its been 6wks since my last attempt
6 wks since
I killed me’sen