What Happened?

Why does it hurt?
I know you’re a flirt
I seen you in the science room
Standing so close to her, like you do with me
Laughing and smiling and asking her for something
What do you want, what do you need
Can’t you see? You’re hurting me
I’m hurting inside, I just want to hide
What happened?
I lit my cigarette took a drag
“Baby I’ll be right back”
But you never came back
Not ‘til we had one minute left for break
That really made me mad
I’ve noticed something today
Conversation is floating away
We never talk like we used to
You never gawk like you used to
What happened?
Is this real?
How do you feel?
Am I just in a craze?
I feel this is a maze
Where I have to find my way
My true way
My way to happiness
Going through this winding thing
Makes me think
Am I alone or am I with you?
I knew the answer two months ago
But now it seems different
What happened?
I know you tell me you’re sick of my insecurity
You think it’s so shitty
I’m sorry but I’ve tried
I never lied
I’m telling the truth
I feel “us” is slipping away
Through my fingers
It just lingers
Frightening me into thinking “us” goes poof
What happened?
I know you’re not going to break up with me
But there’s more than “you’re my girlfriend”
Anyone could say that
There also has to be the looks, the chemistry and the communication
What happened?
If you read this
I hope you don’t get pissed
It just came to me
I had to let it out
Let it be free
Don’t be mad at me
I’m in love with you
I’m just wondering……
What happened?