She can't sleep without her mother

Dear Jess,

Hey love. I miss you. I'm laying here with our angel. She just asked me where you were. I have to admit that even after all this time I still can't find the answer to that question. Lydia was actually asking where Mama was, but it came out as MOM.

Lydia reminds me of you everyday and it makes me miss you so much more.

Remember the song I used to sing to you at night when you were pregnant? I'm sure you do. I sing it to Lydia every night now. She loves to hum along. I know one day I will have to tell her what happened. Your going to have to help me on that. Your going to have to tell me the words to say.

I had the most wonderful week. I finally broke down and bought the Motorcycle. I got the 600RR. I figured the 1000 was a bit to much for me right now. Dad came by the house and we went riding to Dahloniga. It was great.

Lydia is saying more and more words now. She can almost say whole sentences. Its great now that she can tell me what she wants. Oh yea, and she has started wanting to use the toilet. Not even three and she's wanting to potty train, HAY!

You always said you wanted her to have long hair like yours, so I'm letting it grow out. She is so ragged.

I know I haven't visited in a while, but we're coming by tomorrow. I got your favorite flowers for you. I have so much more to say, but I need to see you to say it.

I know you watch over us, and we pray every night. I love you Jess. Now and forever. I want to hold you again, but with Lydia, you and Heaven must wait.

Love forever,
Kevin