a poem/song |
I'll break your legs, you'll break my heart on bloody knees, two worlds apart I pray for peace within myself for a comfort I will never know You'll break a board across my face I'll kiss you so hard your nose breaks I search for peace for my own self for a life I'll never own Two bloody fists, you'll get the gist Where is my fucking dinner bitch Two worlds collide, two songs to write of the hate that seeps from them each night Oh Lord, You know they'd turn and follow You For too long, yea too long now have they run away Oh Lord You know we'd turn and follow You But Oh Lord they're too afraid of what You'd say Sun rise, sun set, just the same old shit everyday, am I fucking dead yet? I can't seem to grasp what it is my mind can't come to grips with in this world I can't feel the pain, I can't hear the words I just feel the love I've never shared Every day, that I wake is another day I have to live to see your fucking face So, I take this love that you never wanted I'll shove it down your fucking throat and you'll take the love I don't deserve and you'll ease my pain with severed nerves And so I reach out in this darkness And so I sail this sea of blood And so I drown within your sorrows And so I die to live again Oh Lord You knew my pain before I was born Oh Lord reach down and save me from this darkness Oh Lord You know they'd turn and follow You Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh LOOOOOOOORRRRRDDDDDDDDDDDDD Oh Lord, You know I'd turn and follow You For too long, yea too long now have I run away Oh Lord You know I'd turn and follow You But Oh Lord I'm too afraid of what You'd say Oh Lord, help me to walk this road of faith I keep readin the words, keep turnin the page I cant seem to find the fucking words to say what I mean, what I feel what I hate this emptiness inside that I cant negate I cant hear the time or see the notes to rhyme all I feel is this run away train I cant cope to care or find the will to share nothing seems to forever kill the pain So I drown in this pool of despair toxic lust, hundred fifty proof Can't count that high alls I see's the sky drifting ever nearer, everclearer lose sleep every night, lie awake I cant take the thought of being dead while still alive Feel the burn, no return on this purchase no receipt to complete this graceless deed Oh Lord, You know I'd turn and follow You For too long, yea too long now have I run away Oh Lord You know I'd turn and follow You But Oh Lord I'm too afraid of what You'd say Oh Lord, help me to walk this road of faith |