Act one

coping with life

I smile and act like everything is okay
As if nothing bothers me everyday
I go to school with a smile on my face, again
Mean while I’m scared as my heart beats at a fast pace
Ready to scream, ready to cry
As I tiny tear drop falls from my eye
I wipe it away with no worries at all
But then the world gets dizzy and I feel as if I might fall
I take my pencil ready to jab it deep
I think to myself “it could put me into a nice long sleep”
Red stuff rising out of my skin like no other time before
It’s like my own little war
“Nothings wrong, I promise” –escapes my body
But all I want to do is tell the world “I’m sorry”
I’m sorry for all the discomfort I caused you
Sorry for the nagging calls, sorry for all the stress I’ve caused to all of you
But know I’m gone –nothing to worry about
Act one – its over