This Feeling

What is this feeling that inhabits me. I've only met a silhouette and I cant explain what I feel about her. She is the unknown to me, and yet I know her all to well. She is a shadow, a stranger, someone i've never met. But she is a friend, an allie, and someone whom I can share anything with.

What is this feeling? Am I happy that I met her? Or prehaps it is more than just that. Should I fear this new feeling that brews in my being. Flashes of emotion and passion swirl around my soul. They conflict, they clash. Almost constantly, I can't escape their furry and rage that have been pent up in my being from the time of my conception.

What should I do? I feel guilt and happines together. I dont know why this is happening to me. Is there a reason for this meeting of the minds? This is impossible by all accounts, how could this meeting have taken place and how have we continued to talk to one another for this long. What am I going to do? What am I going to say when we meet next? I'll leave my words to fate and fate alone, may it guide my lost soul through this sea of turmoil. I pray that I will follow the lighted path and not tredge down the dark one again to suffer the fate I've come aquainted with.