I'm still alone

I wake up and open my eyes
Ask myself "I'm still alive?"
Thirty pills--kinds unknown
Nothing's changed, I'm still alone

I say fuck it and grab a gun
Load it up and say "Lets have some fun"
Hop in the car and take the drive
Still wondering how the Hell I can still be alive

I finally arrive and get out the car
Stuff the gun in my backpack...this feels bazaar
The thought passes and I go on my way
In the building and into class for a stay

Sitting there silent, no one expected
Studying my work, never suspected
Slowly standing up, with backpack in hand
Walk to the front, I smile and take my stand

"Today is the day when all comes to pass...
Tired of lies, and kissing y'alls ass."
Pulling out the gun I point it towards them all
Four shots are fired...there's blood on the wall.

There's screaming and people crawling under desks
I yell at one girl to shut up or she's next
Walking over to the window I look outside
Cops already there, no where to hide

Picking a hostage I walk to the front door
Whispering in his ear "I just couldnt take anymore"
Holding the gun to his head
We walk out, I'm not even scared.

It's almost over, my deed almost done
In his ear I whisper that he can run
Tears start to slowly run down my face
Telling them all "This'll sure make a case"

Pointing the gun at a cop I say
"Either you or me, only one will stay"
Closing my eyes I fire the gun
It's all over, it's all done

My shot barely miss the top of his head
A shotgun wound to my stomach...I lay there dead
It worked out, all as planned
They took my life as I demand

I wake up and open my eyes
Ask myself "I'm still alive?"
Thirty pills--kinds unknown
Nothing's changed, I'm still alone