Was the love I gave you not real?

Dear Baby or should I say Bryan ,

I still remember the first time I text or talk to you. I never thought that I could find someone like you. I still wonder why you left. Was I not good enough? Did I not show my love well? I love you, I really did. After 6 months of being together you just left. Left without saying a single word. I love you a lot. I really did. Why Bryan? After all we been though. You promise me so many thing yet you broke those promise one after another. You promise me you never love anyone else but me. Still you love her. And I really did believe you You promise me we would get Marry together and have two or more kids. After we finish high school. We even pick out their names together. I been hold everything inside. Telling everyone I'm okay but really I'm not. I miss you. I miss hearing your voice. I miss our morning text. I miss you saying goodnight and good morning to me every single day. I miss everything about you. Why Bryan? How could you cheat on me with her? Did you not really love me as much as I love you? Every promise you made was all just a lie. I want to call you and ask why. But every time I try to I can't move my fingers to dial your number. I saw the girl who replace me. The one who you choose to take over my spot. Now she the one who will get to hear your voice. Who will be by your side. I have to say she is rather pretty. She everything a guy could ask for. I still ask myself why but I know the answer. She prettier than me. Bryan I don't regret you or say I wish I never meet you, because you were once everything I need. Now you'r her everything. I hope you two can last long. I hope she can treat you better and make you happy. Even though it still hurts I will never forget the love you gave me. This is it. Goodbye Bryan.

P.S
I still love you but there nothing I can do but watch you live a happy life with her.