What She Told Me

She told me "I don't know why anyone talks to me"
The cursor blinks trying to help me organize my words
If I was with her I'd do all I could to make her happy
But I'm so afraid of these rocks she's dropping

I just want to grab her shoulders and yell
I just want to hold her close and whisper
If you really knew, Sunflower, if only I could tell
I can't fucking word anything right

I don't know whats worse
The fact you think you're broken
Or the fact I hold this curse
But I keep getting it confused with super glue

Maybe it's because I love what I can't have
Maybe it's because I'm a masochist
You can just keep it if you break it in half
At least I had the honor to have it broken by you

You are everything
You are the breeze in the air
You are the breath of every being
Your eyes are the oceans
Your heart is a diamond deep inside a cave
Your body is not misshapen, it's full of paths and mountains
I want to engulf you in my wave

I told you I love you
You told me I do not
I asked how do you know
Because I seemed to forgot

I walk upon these rocks barefoot
But I would never complain
When I look at you it brings tears to my eyes
Every step is worth the pain


I don't think she knows how it feels to be loved this much.