Where it all began

It all started when i was three years old. I remember it so vividly like it was yesterday. I was sitting on the couch listening to my grandma and mockingbird by enimem. My dad was crying my mom was screaming and I had a blanket over my head. Even though I had no idea what was going on I still knew that nothing was ever going to be the same again. For the next few years I lived with my grandmother in South Carolina. Those were the best few years of my life even if my mother was never around and I didn't have a father anymore I somehow knew things were going to better. That was when it all went down hill. My mother was kicked out and I went with her stupidly. So we moved to Georgia with my dad and his evil girlfriend. It was alright at first all of together. So once again I let myself begin to feel happy. And once again life proved me wrong. Everything fell apart and I went to foster care. Thats where I found out how truly horrible people could be. My foster mother just wanted for the money. My foster father was a weak fool who didn't know how to stand up for himself or anyone else. But it was the children that were the worst. The youngest was nice to me at first until she got bored. The middle child left me alone thank goodness. But the oldest she was the worst of them all. She would beat me and frame me for stealing not to mention the mental abuse. I was in there for nine months before I was finally freed from that prison. Then we moved to Virginia where for the first time in my life I was truly happy. I had friends. I was in love. And at the same time I couldn't feel a thing. Nothing ever bother me. I couldn't be hurt. So thats the beginning. But now its time to explain myself. My name is Kierstin and I am an orphan. Well not in the normal sense. I have parents its just that I want them dead so... My thing is I'm just like everyone else only I don't feel anything nothing at all. I don't have any emotions none. At times thats a great thing but other times it makes life confusing. The sad thing is I will never experience love. I have spent my whole life trying to find someone like me but I haven't been able to accomplish that one simple task. Even if my life becomes an unsolvable question I know that I will never have any weakness and thanks to my mother thats all that matters. Everything I have done up till now I have done to fight becoming my mother. I have made the same mistakes as her and now I know that there is no fighting destiny and maybe becoming her is just what I'm meant to do keep the legacy going. I am just so tired of watching my back always thing what would she do and doing the opposite. From this day forward I am going to do anything that sounds like fun. I am tired of being bored it's time to accept who I am and who I am is a person enjoys being evil. I enjoy screwing with people and destroying everything the hold dear. But most importantly i enjoy getting revenge. My mother always said that you don't get revenge you get even but revenge is just to much fun not to do. So that's my story it's weird and incomplete but it's all true and all mine. I hope you like it or at least learn from it.