When I found out id become a big brother |
I breath in, As if unsure how, Words forming, Racing around my mouth, Yet silence, Tired eyes barely open, Yet forced to stay awake, Feelings of anger, I didn't ask for this, Making every muscle shake, Star's looking down, From a navy windswept sky, Like sparks of blue fire Calming me down, A silence grace, I breath a sigh of relief, As I reflect on memories past, I close my window, The room awakens with shadows i cast, New light, new direction, Renewed hope, A gentle warmth like static on my skin, Anger turns to forgiveness, As my eyes start to close, Lying still my heart beat slows, Tomorrow ill learn, To be a big brother, My mother I'll try to forgive, My new sister, I'll learn to love her, |