Don't laugh at me....

Don't laugh at me

Stop it! Stop it, I said.

Don't laugh at me anymore

I am not an infant who laid in your arms

I'm not a teenaged boy who looked at you

Remember, I am not your servant

Who has made a silly mistake?

Oh! You are asking me why I built your sculpture.

Yes, that was my fault

I wanted to see your smile always

But the artist has created a mocking face instead of a smile.

I told him to focus on the face

But he focused on the body

Because I described you were outstandingly beautiful

Now people look at you for your lustful body

But I could not see your smile.

Silent! Silent please

You are telling me why I let you go!

Yes, yes I did

Because I gave you freedom

I gave you power

I gave my imagination

I gave you my thought also

And you utilized it very softly

That's why you flew away by your scheduled time

And when I saw you in the sky

Alas! I was undone

It was totally out of my range

As you were far away from me

You had not seen me and not even my tears.

I realized that day

A guest bird never looks behind

Believe me, my heart was so vast as a sky

But my sky was a poor place for your roaming

You were as calm as the Pacific Ocean

But I forgot the Mariana Trench.

I know you wouldn't get back

And wouldn't know how much money I have now

I received many gifts from you

And your betrayal was the best one

In vain, I could not hold it any longer

         So I wanted to keep your smile.

Once I ran after you for love

But today not only human but also the faithful dog run after me

Because people obey money

And the dogs obey the people who have money.

Please don't laugh at me

Please don't let me cry

There is no water in my eyes except blood

I can't break your sculpture

I can't beat your face

You were my only love and you will be.

Stop it please! Please!

Your laughter gives me pain

What! Do you like to do it?

Ha ha ha...............

Darling, I am habituated to consume suffering

So it feels me bored without untold suffering.

Do you know?

Smiling is a way to win a heart

Mocking is a way to break a heart

Please don't laugh at me

Please don't let me cry.

You laugh at me and I break down gradually

Like the sun in the dusk

Like the moon in the day

Like an ocean without wave

Like a tiger without nails and teeth

Like a bird without wings

After all, people consider me as a hero!

Listen. Please listen carefully

I'm not your type

In where no emotion is alive.

Please! Please don't laugh at me

I don't want to die without pity and fear.

By Wasi