There Is No Good In Goodbye

There Is No Good In Goodbye

Hello?
Do you hear me?
Where were you when I had to flee?

Why were you not there in my waking?
Were you simply an image of my own making?

I tried to find my way
But you led me astray

What is happening in this world of broken dreams?
It is filled with nothing but my screams

My hands still reach out to you
Even though I am black and blue

You turned me out
You led me off this route

I prayed that I would find my path
But you insisted that you show me your wrath

I shied away and cowered in fear
Why did I not remember to keep clear?

Although I am bruised and bleeding
My emotions you were always misreading

Within my dreams, for me you cared
Within my waking hours, I was always scared

Why is it that life is not what is seems
Within this world of broken dreams?

In this world of broken dreams, in this world of predestined death
All you ever cared about was your stupid meth

I begged you to quit
But all I earned was a hit

What is it that I have to do?
In order to help you

Within this world of broken dreams
all is not what is seems

I will lay in pain
Until you get it through your brain

That I will never be fine
Nor will I ever live on cloud nine

What is it that I have done?
To get broken bones one by one

Within this world of broken dreams
all is not what it seems

And to this day
I still will stay

Because I love you my dear
even with all my fear

Because in this world of broken dreams
nothing is ever what it seems