A Life's Poem

Having a break down, melt down, losing my mind.
While your wasting time.
Trying to get back, trying to think, but I can't make straight of anything.
You have no idea, who I'm talking about.
You can't see that its you I'm talking about.
Walking around like your it, making a laugh of it.
Wondering why I'm crying, wondering why I'm hiding.
How I'm scared and your not.
How your weak but I'm strong, trying to figure out that I'm that missing piece that you had no idea that was there.
Like you ever really cared.
Trying to think of what we had, only when the moment lasted.
But you won't believe that I was it, just cause you hated it.
You gotta girl and that is it.
Just don't think that she is it.
Cause counts to one when you think she loves you , she's only really using you.
To only when you lost me is just the beginning to finding what you lost...