Just One More...

Just one more night,

I want to go to sleep and dream,

Dream that there is still a chance for you and me,

That it wasn't all in my head from the start.



Just one more night,

I want to be able to sleep without a hole in my chest,

Feel whole once again,

That the most important part of my self hadn't left me.



Just one more night,

I want to feel close to you,

To tell you how I feel and how much I love you,

That I could sleep knowing you know and feel the same.



Just one more morning,

I want to wake up and see it wasn't a dream,

See I can be happy outside of my fake reality,

That you and I aren't some far off fantasy.



Just one more morning,

I want to be awakened with a text from you as my alarm,

To spring out of bed, eager to read the words you send me,

That I could know there was a meaning behind it all.



Just one more morning,

I want to know it was worth waking,

To know I could be with you outside that sleepy realm,

That my waking dream would be perfect, thanks to you..



But those nights, and those days, will never be again,

Just as my delusions that you love me as I love you...

They have faded into the Twilight between night and day, where my dreams all lie...