I am Done

I am Done

I'm done with the tears, done with the guilt
done with you telling me how bad I treated you.
You didn't listen to me back then and still to this
day you still don't. So walk away and let me be
and have fun explaining to your son this is what
you said on the eighteenth of August 2012 and
that you had to do this for you." Mom, I don't want
a relationship with you, I'm tired of living with the
guilt and you made my life hell for the last seven
years." So I hung up the phone sat and cired and
gave it to God and am moving on with my life. I
did the best that I could do but I guess it wasn't
good enough for you. You wanted to go to your dad
so against my better judgement I let you go because
I loved you.

Whether you come back to me or even visit that
is your choice not mine but just remember to get
to me you need to go through God because I did the
best I could with you. You're are the one that chose
your path not me; so as far as I am concerned and
listening to you I am not your mom or anyone to you.

Remember when you're feeling blue turn to God
because there is nothing more I can say or do.

You're saying I am nothing to you.