To leave is to gain again.

To leave is to gain again,



Find the alive in special,



Abundant in dreaming for future,



Control youself ,control yourself in desperation,



Be a sworder,be a braver,



Change the world you are accidently come across, the one you aim to involve with,irridecent of course,



I may be a founder in your life, but it's your decision to choose me,



Now let's shower for lingering ghost, the real in your heart,the changer to reform us,



Someone says badly for me ,cause they don't understand me,



My inner world,affectionate and shining,just like the rising sun,



Take me for the dominator for your heart,that I can either grasp or heal it,



Don't leave lonely,considering the one who really cares about you,





If given one more chance,I would offer the greeting to you,honestly,



Gain again is the goal I'm longing for ,ever for never,





Today take the charge,tomorrow change the daystealer,





Ain't I real,absolutely,







Make the change for me,give me a chance again,





I will be happy till world ends.





Maybe we can't go back to the happy past-time





you and me talk each other in a intercaring way,





Maybe I am so stupid,in your mind ,maybe so malmature,maybe just a passer-by in your life,





But I'll tell you that once I have found a thing ,I will spare no effort to do it,nobody can change it,





If you ask me why I so stupid ,cause in friendship I have sufferred a lot,I'd rather be stupid than wise,





If you ask me why I become so annoying in face of you,because I really care about you,





Believe it or not,I definitely not the one seize the best talent nor I am a perfect man,but one thing is absolutely right is that I am the one cares you most,never for ever,





Your care doesn't seem to corresponed with mine,thus your world and my world just pass by shoulder by shoulder,with pity,





I know friendship once spilit,never be flourished,



But I think we can gain it again by our sweetheart,believe nothing is impossible,



If everyone fall acuse to me ,saying that the begining is already a failure ,thus the end must be miserable,sometimes awful for me to recover to come back to the normal,



But they are false,cause I think there be some mercy between us,although can't be understand in couples of weeks,or ,forever long, that may be the involovement between you and me,not the misundestanding,



I must say when I see you ,there exists a emotion recoginzation ,unless you never fall anything on me,except hatred,



For me I want a more friendly conversation between us all, not just one copy,because it's for all of us,missing in the mild wind,forget the neccesity,



If the ending may not be a win-win situation,I'd rather I would not forget it -that happiness in the passage of the military training,



Some day unbearable happened,when I was hit by your comment ,somewhat freezing,somewhat unbelievale,as if it comes frome the other side of planet,



I would rather begin than fail,
















Written by Herbert.penn