last train go home

Last train go home…..

I wake this morning then I realize something missing….
There must be something I missed …..
Even I don’t know what was missing….
Still I find something that was I though still missing…
I run toward the door ,run toward the yard…
Run …., I don’t know why I keep running ,what I was after…?
I just run…
My knee hurting me ,
My chest crowded with word, that can’t I tell
I didn’t even know how to put it in word…..
My tears drip ….
I was on a tears over something…
Something that I can’t even remember
Something important
…
My knee suddenly stop
Now I realize what was I after
This is the end of my search , end of my confusion
After all it just you…
It’s only you…
……
If you can hear me ,will you forgive me….
Will you hear my apologies
Because even until now my chest still crowded
Because even until now I still can’t move forward
Because even until now my hand still searching for you
....
I still can hear your voice
I still remember your tender smile
I still can feel the wind that day
I still remember your laugh
.....
But whatever I do my hand won’t reach you anymore
My voice can’t reach you anymore
….
The town has changed
The wind has changed
But my feet still won’t move
This feeling embrace me tight
The feeling from that day
The feeling from that last train
….
This my last train go home
The train that we promised
The train that I missed
The train that won’t come back