Realizing me

Looking in the mirror,
who is that looking back at me?
who is she?
where did I go?
can't be me.
Want to scream but couldn't,
want to run but couldn't
want to yell who are you and
what did you with me?
no answer.

when did I change?
I look so blank
without feeling,
could this really be me?
look so lost,
need help.
have no where to turn.

I fall on my knees,
cry out to God,
need to find me,
scared to change,
but knowing I have to,
will I be lost forever?

No! I can turn around,
find the light at the end of tunnel,
find the person I once was,
the happy me,
the confident me,
the take the bull by the horns me,
not afraid me,
realizing me.