Free verse poem on the angst of relationships. |
The clouds break and the stars shine through its gonna be another night its gonna be a beautiful time sitting here with you the music is playing underscoring the moment a sigh and a touch and my head is whisked away all sense is stolen by a touch ironic and true but only, only ever truly only ever with you I dont and I cant begin to understand it we don't talk and maybe that is why words can't explain its your warm chuckle your satisfied sigh your experimental touches that encompass me and weaken my knees but as I become intoxicated by you in almost every way you chide me and saunter away do I not affect you more than simple lust more than just an erection I know I seem needy and that I am throwing myself at you but your rule on pda makes me feel starved for affection and when you give me any I am surprised you still want me and the fact you seem to doesn't help with my problem with gravity don't get me wrong I like the professionalism that you display but it makes me feel like a dirty little secret that you are desperately ashamed of and the urgency on your lips makes me forget my doubts not in if I like you but if you ever think of me ever when we are not alone ever when you need to think about something else do I distract you the way you distract me through a simple look or smile or is this just physical physical works for me less painful when we fall apart and like I said, it isn't like we talk and I love how we don't need to for every little thing how you know how to tell me without words how you know about my neck and that even though you follow the leader you are really are guiding the whole thing so that makes kissing me first more than okay because it is not all about me and thats what makes it gold and even though I am giving in much more easily than I ever thought possible I am okay with it and don't regret it because even if we only have this short window in time I want to make it count and if I don't there would be no way to explain how much I regret not trying so thank you for the wishes and let me grant some for you. |