I wonder

To you
I wonder,
If you could see me I would call you
I would call you to see if you would hear me
If you could hear me would you listen?
If you listened would you understand without judging me?
Judging me on who I am, what I do, and how I hear you
I hear you with fear inside me
Fear that if I listened I would fail to comprehend
I would not understand how you could hear, listen and understand me without judging me
Still my heart wonders, wonders if you would forgive me
Forgive me because I love you
If only you could open your eyes and see me
I wonder
Love from me