Too much?

Is what I want too much to ask?
Your frustrated scream breaks the silence like shattered glass.
So many lies,
So much hurt,
Makes you feel like you’re about to burst.
Can’t take the pain anymore,
Its’ like revolving door.
Like a monster that never sleeps,
You want to take a leap of faith,
But, you know that never works out in the end,
Just another hurt break around the bend,
Another scar that will have to mend.
You feel the old ache in your heart,
The one that always tears you apart.
The loss of someone you wish you knew,
The one who will always be a part of you.
You learned to live with that pain.
It’s part of you,
It’s ingrained,
First scar so deep, so clear.
Lost the one you hold most dear.
Never hear their laugh, see their smile, there face.
They have been eliminated from the human race.