The Nick way

My timing.................

With all the good things, Terrible!
With all the bad things, Perfect!

It's just the Nick way.....

Things seem so much easier for everyone else.
All the lessons I learn on my own.

It's easier to do good some people say....

It's easy for me to do bad, but I don't see my intent or actions as bad.
Everyone else does.

Maybe my friend was right.
Maybe I am Evil

Should I just accept this and come to terms with it?
Control it more?
Use it?

Maybe that's why I feel so lost.
An evil, lost soul.

I'm sitting on the toilet with evil, uncontrollable shits........

How ironic.