funny how many long and lurid thoughts can occupy your mind in but a momentary distraction |
I watch the light in her eyes and her giggles of soft suprise the way she gushes when she's glad and grabs my hand to ward off the bad she talks and talks so happily a sight my heart is glad to see without a care, and all the while she makes on the inside smile she dives on to the sofa pulls me down so I am there and rests her head upon my lap kicks off her shoes and takes a nap I try to move but will not do so her breath is peaceful like falling snow i touch her foot rest my hand there for a while sleepily she starts to smile she feels cool so i reach out pull a blanket over her legs she looks so young sleeping there not a line on her brow not a single care I softly trace my finger across her lips she bites me lazily opens one eye and smiles lightly she smacks me with her hand once more drifts off into her dream land she holds my shirt with her hand I feel it moving randomly obeying commands in her dream land her eyelids twitch as they look around in a place that cant be seen and with no sound How I wish I were there with her wherever that be is she in Narnia talking to a fawn or sipping tea on the whitehouse lawn boldly going where no man has gone before or playing with toys as a child on the floor each grip of hand and twitch of eye makes the time simply glide by and now her sleep is so deep I gently move her head so I can escape into the world closeby her delicate form laying there completely defenseless from all stares quietly at first she starts to snore I try not to laugh as she briefly roars I sit quietly and read a book interspaced with oft quick look I can see she is starting to return to me so I silently go and make some tea when I return she has opened her eyes hair strewn about like buzzing flies "did you sleep well" I ask in suprise "oh" she says "Lovely" and then she grins when she smells hot tea as she stretches her clothes pull tight I smile once more at such a sight she looks in my eyes and once more laughs and holds her arms in front of her like a human mask we both say nothing yet we both know we would ever love this to be so I wake with a start as someone in the street moves by me with impolite feet so I stop looking at that sofa that reminds me of so long ago as alone down this street I go I laugh at myself as I am back in the here and now but for a moment once more it felt so real somehow I wonder if from a different place she was looking down upon my face |