Suicide Letter

Sitting here, thinking, Stuck.
Emotions running wild, Lost, Can't find my way,
Dont know what to do, mentally almost twisted
about to loose myself,
Struggling to hang onto a rope thats non-existant.
No one understands how it feels in my shoes,
To them it seems so simple, easy, a quick fix
yet little do they see that giant cliff in front of me.
To try and try again put your heart and soul forth
everything you've got to wind up in that same old spot.
All the happiness inside start's to sink,
fade, and slowly falls apart.
Trapped in a viscious circle with no way out,
What to do now? Give up, surrender,
family and friends say No, yet they can't help you out
you've known that from the start.
So sit back, let it fester build until you break,
No one heard your cries til it was way to late,
woops hows it feel being in checkmate.
Now you want that 45 to stop time
cause there's no rewind.
No you cant, dont forget about the kids,
They love you, need you,
Dont be stupid You'll make it.
Stay stronge! You love your kids.