Caught In The Middle

Caught in the middle
of who I am and who it is that I want to be
not sure which way to go
not sure if I should be the one I want to be
not sure if I should continue to be who I am
trying to figure it all out
making list after list to figure out
which one I should be
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Caught in the middle
not sure which way to go
not sure which way to turn
all I am sure of is that
being caught in the middle
is not that fun
trying to decide
who I should become
knowing who I am right now
is not exactly who I was meant to be
and the person I want to become
is the one that I was long ago
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Caught in the middle
looking for a sign or something
to tell me which way to go
telling me if I should remain
being the person I am
or should
I become the person
that I once was long ago
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Caught in the middle
not sure what to do
taking a coin
out of my pocket
knowing it is kind of silly
heads I stay the person I am
tails I become who I used to be
the person I was when
I was younger
waiting for the coin to land