Journal Blended with Poetry

The first living changer had been falling out of a two story window, in which I landed on the cement patio. Since i landed on the back of my head
I was to die, but instead I live:

This had me at death's door and walked away.
All had an effect of a couple of gapes in this memory.
Yet the limited confidence from this has been,
that I have a greater destiny.


Some time after that came the time when the family I came into this world with, fell to peice's. Yet there was another woman that came to attempt to replace my mom/ Then at on point that picture perfect family Crumbled:

Next recalled is a mess in the torn family of birth.
Mixed within the falling false perfect pictured family,
Within the second lost had one fill in for my mom.


From there came the point of getting on my own, where I throw my life into the destructive disease of Addiction and Alcoholism, that lead into an Abusive relationship:

All the time that I sought the destructive path,
was for an inability to handle life.
While being with that abusive man, not
feeling that I was worth more.


Once help was sought I was shown a new way to live, By the aid that is out there to help the one's that want the help. In which a lot has happened since I am just over two and a half year's clean and sober, with a sample description of life:

For me it began with a path chiseled upon a
mountain, leading up to the top.
In the beginning one man had followed me, in
the lesson of trusting he wont let me fall.
Has evolved to placing trust in more that love's
me, and will not let me fall.


So here you all go, just snap stage's that I had gone through. In which all of them plus more has inspired my poetry to come. With that I look forward to hearing the input within review's and rating's.