when you say those words

When you say those words.

You make me want to be deff.
You make me want to not be able to feel.
You make me want to never be able to cry again.

Why do i deserve this?
What have i done to you?
Why do you hate me?

It hurts a lot when you say those words.
Ive told you to stop.
but you wont.

My eyes are watery.
I hold them in.
Can't show you that you've hurt me.
(is she ok? are you crying?)
No, i am fine.
you wont stop.
nomatter what I say or do.

Asking people what to do.
ask the teacher.
she sais this is bullying.
I never knew this could happen to me.

I was strong, you made me weak.
In those few minutes,
I felt like giving up.
but i wont.
I rather fight for my life, then hand it to you
in a suicide note.