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Through the blackened lies we gave our hearts,
to who ever is willing and then we depart,
let's leave this world for another land,
or so we hope, as I grip your hand,
and wish to be someone else in another world, in another place,
being who I'm meant to be, or stay and suffer relentlessly,

Now I don't know who or what or why,
my tears are wasted on the reasons I cry,
an easy life so why the pain?
the numbness seems to fall like rain,
so many worse off but all I feel is the neverending circle the turn of the wheel,
it stops where it likes it cares not for those who try to fight who try to live,
among the regular day by day their lives the same,
if I could give an ounce of soul I try but I'm nothing but a hole two thousand feet deep,
If I fall and fall nothing will meet me but the side of a wall,
its bricks are cold and lifeless too it's just like me and just like you,

I'll do what you say for fear of hurt I'm no more than a piece of dirt,
i'll lead you on i'll let you think then the floods will come and down you'll sink,
as for me i'll be long gone,

A slithering snake sliding through the winding tracks the forgotten trails,
that are leading to a revealing sight seen through the veils,
a smile approachs then  is cut in its prime the sun has dimmed it fails to shine,
beyond the planets scattered through the dark surround it brings peace at last it rewards a shelter from the light,
where reality is seen the road shines bright,

Learn to dissattach to learn to survive upon the vulnerable the bad will thrive,
you say I'm naive but what do you know you believe that what you think is real,
but I'm not as ignorant as I feel a change of colour a different face desperatly blended among the fake
so many terrors that force their way through blurrring rationality and having their say,
controlling every aspect that it wishes to choose,
every last detail was meant to confuse,

I'll wake up tomorrow and all will be froze trapped in time while I'm left to roam,
I'll start a new story from beginning to end, with only one character no need to depend,

An hour takes a minute no time left,
every raindrop turns to frost no time to enjoy things too quickly gone,
then with a flash from the sky perspective returns,
don't try to resist the bells ring out,
your body turns cold but the heat floods in, lie down on the bed and just give in....