Writing I am Proud of...

HI! These are my most recent poetry /songs that i don't care what other people say or think about because i am VERY happy and proud of this collection. So hopefully you will feel the same way i do about it too. ENJOY!!

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A poem about my higher power...


....Love for you up above....


When I close my eyes
There is nothing...
The world disappears
The sounds of life still surround me

I feel a comfort, a glow all around me
When i close my eyes I am closer to Thee
You are always there
EVERYWHERE...

Your in the wind
The Earth
The Sun, Moon and Stars

It feels as if you and the world will never part...
But most of all...
I finally feel you in my heart...
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A song about the feeling of love

I, I know the color blue
I knew it thru and thru
That all changed when I met you....

Now I feel alive
all around inside
The colors are so bright
All thru the day and night

There's this feeling that makes me smile
A smile so different and true

The feeling starts in my toes,Climbs up real high
Stays awhile deep down in my soul

You wake up my spirit...

It makes me feel warm
Then all a sudden my face feels a glow

In my Heart,Soul, and Spirit
There's this feeling of home

I don't know what to do
I never feel blue
When I think of you

So I'll take that risk
Give me the chance
I'll put my heart on the line
But it'll be worth it
When you'll be mine


Now I feel alive
all around inside
Colors are so bright
All thru the day and night...

This my sound strange to you
But I have been waiting
only for you...
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...To whom it may concern...

You have something of mine
You took it without Knowing
Not many people have been able to take it from me
It's like a rare gem
It's special and priceless to me
Just know that one day i hope you will give yours to me
So now that you have it
Please don't break it
You have something of mine..



And it's my heart
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this one is about my struggle with my bipolar disorder




....Haunted Psyche....


Wake up eyes all foggy
Glance around its all darkness
Cept for this lil window to the right
Where the light is…

Look down feeling all kinds of restraints
How come I always end up in this place?
Way deep down locked in my mind

Scary, Creepy, Spooky
Inside my haunted psyche
How is it a girl like me,
So sweet and carefree?
Can think such tragedy?

It is easier than you think dear
All I need is a lil fear
It starts with doubt
Soon there’s worry
Watch out here comes fury
Negativity in a hurry

Taken as a prisoner of my mind
Filled with the darkness inside
Despair and sorrow surround me so very constantly

You would never think I’d get out
But I do everytime
Look at my eyes
Do I seem trapped inside?

All I know is life is funny
It brings you way up and drives you down
I keep getting emotion sickness
Throughout this ride

I will ride this thing that we call life
Just know I’ll be screaming with my eyes
All the way to the end

I’m strong and I’m tough
who isn’t a lil soft?
Tender even sensitive
Oh forget it
I’m only fucking human
I cry and I bleed like you too
I’m not perfect
Not everybody gets it right
I am meant to learn this way
That why I feel soo crazy
Now I realize that’s just me
Look at me I finally accept it
Whole heartedly
I am grateful for being me

Scary, Creepy, Spooky
Inside my haunted psyche
How is it a girl like me,
So sweet and carefree?
Can think such tragedy?
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