Lost

I thought it was a new start,
For both you and me,
You tore my heart apart,
How could this be.

I thought I was in love,
Was it truely a joke,
From somewhere far above,
I feel my heart just broke.

I thought you were so kind,
How could I honestly dare,
It totally blew my mind,
To find you just don't care.

I am hurting deep down,
You put me in total despare,
You threw my love to the ground,
How will I ever find the repair.

I am at a total wow,
I feel I  have been tossed,
What should I do now,
I am totally lost.