The First Time

When my grandmother passed

The First Time 

The first time I cried for a woman, I never guessed it would be you 
I never imagined my heart breaking for, an emotion so true 
I never thought this would happen to me at this point in my rife 
I always never envisioned seeing you when the moment was right 
My heart learned a new emotion of heartache 
That day you were no longer my keepsake 
Life plays a vicious game and you play what youÃ�re dealt 
Now this cruel world has given me an emotion I have never felt 
When I think of the good times had 
It does make my soul tired, angry, and sad 
I feel this emotion as I think of you and along 
I will realize you are the reason I stay strong 
For if I didnÃ�t experience this emotion so young 
My life and why I live it would never had begun 
Now every time I think about the first time I cried as I look to the sky and say 
You were the first time I cried for a woman, and I will see you some day 
Grandma I miss you each and every time, I think about the first woman to make me cry.