Do you Bleed?

a break though during a breakdown nearing a break up

Do you bleed?

Wandering the vast fields
Searching for the flame
I am consumed by it

Can you find me?
My mutilated self
Toxic tears glide down
my fair skinned cheek

My sanctuary
The one I confide in
Where have you gone?

Do you bleed just as I do?
You are wrapped in my mind
In my fears, in my dreams
Do you know what to do?

The blood orange sky sends
A glow
But yet it grows dark
I scream but it is silent, still

Knees to the earth
Chin to the sky
The shadow blots out the burning sun

Did you search for me?
Your girl
You lost little girl

Our wild eyes cannot shift from each other
You found me
Is that where it ends?
Do you want to withdraw once you have found me?

Your eyes don’t look away from mine
You just pause, no answers
A pure tear bleeds down your cheek
I smile