Forever lonely

Forever lonely


I told her so much, but most was lies. Oh,
how i wish i could turn back time, go back
to when we were no more than friends. I no
longer wake up to the sweet smell of expensive
perfume, to the comfort of the person beside me.
Alone was where i was and where i deserved to be,
sinking ever so slowly into that dark abyss that is
guilt, feeling the pain of my heart being torn to shreds.
Would she ever forgive a blind fool? Would she ever
forgive a foolish man seeking only one selfish need?
I sink lower than i ever have before, and i see the person
that was once me. Now there is only the man i always
wished i could be, but don't want to be. I damaged the
heart of an inoccent girl, and i suffer the consequences
of a lonely, forever life.