Didn't Leave Trace

Standing on your door step, I tried to make it fast.
I saw her in the window and knew we wouldn't last.
You just left me all alone and wondering what I did.
Trying to keep it down, all the pain that I've hid.
I don't wanna spend another day here
Waiting for you to say you love me.
Now it's getting darker and night is so near
So I'll tell you all the things I fear:
***You walking out the door and never coming back.
    Never being able to make up for what I lack.
    And then you coming back one day just to rub it in my face.
    Oh, you've grown up and you didn't leave a trace.
And I know you don't love me, really it's okay.
Maybe you still love me...just not in that way.
And, if that's true, then what more can I ask?
It can't be that hard. Love is just a task.
I'm still waiting here
So I'll tell you all the things I fear:
***You walking out the door and never coming back.
    Never being able to make up for what I lack.
    And then you coming back one day just to rub it my face.
    Oh, you've grown up and you didn't leave a trace.
Holding on to memories that do not belong.
Trying to make up for everything that's wrong.
But I'm getting kind of tired day after day.
And I wish there was just somehow, someway, I could say that I'm afriaid of
***You walking out the door and never coming back.
    Never being able to make up for what I lack.
    And then you coming back one day just to rub it in my face.
    Oh, you've grown up and you didn't leave a trace.