emptiness

You feel empty and you honestly don't know what to do
But you just shrug it off hoping that the pain will go away
Praying for a better day
For everything to be okay
You don't understand why your feeling this way
Your life is like a jumble
All mixed up
Everything is in a downward spiral
It's one big blurr
Your really unsure
Is there something wrong with you
You haven't got a clue
Who can help you
No one feels what you are going through
You want to talk to them ,but you can't find the words to express how you feel
You can't explain
You feel so ashamed
Your mind is blank
You are overcome with anxiety
You are trapped in a maze without an escape
Others think they understand
But how can they understand something that feels so surreal
You wish this was all a bad dream
But this is reallity
Your fear makes your heart drop
Never knowing if or when
this feeling of emptiness is going to end