Heart Ache

Here I am standing.
Wallowing in self-pity and anguish.
Tormented by my own thoughts.
Time and time again I find myself at this same spot.
Thinking I cant live another day without your hand in mine.
They fit so perfectly.
With our hands linked I feel invincible.
But that was then and this is now.
I am standing alone and ashamed of myself,
Feeling cold and empty inside.
But I will get through this.
Some way some how.
As a leader I will stand up and get through the heart ache and pain.
But for now I stand here wallowing in self-pity and anguish.
This monster that lives inside tears me apart every time we’re not together.
But as I’ve said I will get through this.